Somebody Asked "Who Are You?".. My Answer

Ok, I'm very open when it comes to sexual topics because we grown. I used to sleep wit different girls when I was younger. I had a girl from 10/05 to 04/07 but I cheated and have been regretting it ever since. the reason I dont have girl is because I cant find a female that could potentially love me better than she did, I kno thats fucked up but oh well. Some females I talk to I just wanna fuck, some I wanna get to know then fuck. Its hard for me to open up and put all my eggs in one basket cuz if I get burned, im going back to my hoe-ish ways. Ima motivated, smart, funny, outgoing, attractive, driven male but I dont have a car or a crib or money, and without those 3, most of my personality traits dont mean shit. I'm usually stuck in the friend box, so I come off as an asshole so that doesnt happen & until I can find the right female that can fully understand me and potentially give me everything I want in a relationship, Imma keep em at arms length...